Doubt and Faith

Today I had a huge revelation.

At work my boss gave me mindless things to do.

As I was practicing my counting, I decided to use the higher-thinking part of my brain.

I thought about my doubts.

Doubts on some paths I hesitate to take.

I'm a kind of girl that analyzes everything before she makes a decision.
Unless of course I'm in "the moment" and my brain is too excited to think...that's
when I "just do."

So why can't I "just have faith?"

I don't have many faiths unfortunately. I lost them through time after being
wronged and thinking a lot.

It's just me.

But...Love seems different.

Love...it should be the easiest to place your faith...

I tell myself that I will.

And it's as easy as that. I commit to having faith.

Gradually I'll get there and have faith in other things...I won't think so harshly
and deeply.

I need to risk.

Why not risk in something GREAT! Something worth the jump.




So....

"Just...
jump!"